Does that mean I have a paper I should be writing, but am trying desperatley to avoid. Hell yeah.

This weekend I'm going to go see Harry Potter. I'm going to by a christmastree stand and christmas lights. I'm going to dig through the storage at my parents place and find my ornement so I can have my very own tree in my very own apartment. I'm going to bake cupcakes and use icing from a can. Then I'm going to do christmas baking....rather watch christmas baking. In one week I'll watch a play and a concert.

Monday night we'll hang out and watch degrassi and teenage lesbians.

Well back to the paper....maybe

Sometimes, more often lately, I feel weak. As if I haven't eaten all day. I'm lightheaded and my legs are shaky, and there is just an uneasy feeling in the core of my body. Usually it does start when I haven't eaten much (if I skip a meal or something). However, no matter how much I eat to try and get the feeling to go away, nothing works. It stays with me all day.

Sometimes it comes on with stress. Like i'm nervous.

I think I'm going to mention in to my doctor. Maybe my iron is low again.

And what would you do if I wrote you a song....
would you be mad at me if I had a hard time
Gettin a hold of you
I try all the time

I have this nervous feeling in the pit of stomach. As if I am just waiting for something to blow apart.

Maybe I'm just hungry.

Maybe I'll give you a call.

It is insane how much school work I have due in the next week.

and on top of it all, when all you are having your MONTH long chirstmas break, I will be student teaching until the 20th, and then literly working through the whole holiday season. That is right, chirstmas day, new years eve and new years day.

and I have no idea what to get anyone for chirstmas!

This concludes your weekly complaining session.

Thank you for dinners
Thank you for sleepovers
Thank you for movies
Thank you for shopping
Thank you for laughing
Thank you for calling
Thank you for adopting me this summer
Thank you for loving buffy
Thank you for dancing to Blondie
Thank you for distracting me
Thank you for loving windom earl
Thank you for Decafe Chai tea
Thank you for swooning
Thank you for being so fucking strong and so fucking you.

Dec 3 or 4th? Happy Accidents? A very long engagement?

Fuck I miss the discovery chanel.

Myth Busters is the shit. The SHIT! I want to blow up houses and cement trucks.

I haven't done any home work in three days. I painted today. Pumpkins.

Can you tell that I'm drunk?

I miss kurt! and kelly!

I want chirstmas!

and presents

I'm sick

I hate this.