Today I watched as little children played in snow banks in the hot sun. They had all removed their winter coats in the spring like weather.

That was the best. Playing in the snow with your boots on, but nothing but a layer of cotton between you and the fresh cool air. The epitome of the best of two worlds.


I am a tad drunk. I forgot my bag at the bar, but after a 16 dollar cab ride (home, back to the bar, and home again) I have retreived it again.

Now I'm watching tuck everlasting and eating Jelly Beans.

Best part about tonight is that I got to vent about you and they all agreed with me. That made me feel less crazy.

Well I was just trying to help.

For the first time since I started my education degree I am severly stressed out. And not because of the work load, but because of one conversation with you. I know that you are panicking, but projecting that onto me is just making me panic.

Just because I do not work the same way as you do, does not mean that I am not working hard. This could be done in a weeks time if you didn't spend your whole time worrying about it.

I was just trying to help. Even though things didn't happen the way we thought they should (YES I though they should happen that way too), doesn't mean they won't happen. We just have to accept that they will happen under unfavorable conditions.

This is not my fault. But that one little wish put it all on me, even if that was not your intention.

You have got me in such a state right now. My heart is racing and I'm catastrophizing.

Of course I pray for a snow day.
Of course half an hour after finding out I have no school, I get called into work.
Of course I need the money.
Of course this sucks.

I'll be home at 3