I should be working. I should be reading. I should be concentrating on other things right now.
But this is my whole next year. Sure i've contemplated quitting, but that would be my choice. I've worked so hard at satisfing you, at meeting your requirements and now i might have to quit becasue you don't want to give me the chance.

I havent been sleeping on this. I shouldn't be lossing this chance when i'm working harder than you to grab of a hold of it.

I'm so frustrated right now. I do wish that you never picked me sometimes. Then I wouldn't have all these choices in my head, I'd only have one option that i would be perfectly willing to take.

Why do you fuck around with me?