Twice now I've given up on the idea. It's just what happens. Things come up. Responsibilties overshadow other things. Missed oportunities. Putting things off and waiting just a little too long untill it is too late.

Just yesterday I finally threw in the towel. Then one chance happening. Being in the right place at the right time. The all of a sudden you don't want to give up anymore.

grrr this is frustrating