i hated today. Just loathed it.
And I still have to work and finish writing a paper.

Fuck a duck.

Just tell mw what you fucking want and I'll do it!

I'm looking forward to the summer. I will hopefully work a lot, however even if I work full time, I still get 6 days off evey two weeks. This means I can go on a few adventures if I like. However, this summer will be my first summer without a car. I'm so used to being able to jump in the car and drive anywhere I want to go without having to plan a thing. Things like going to the beach, or Peggy's cove, or down to the south shore for the day are hard to now. Hopefully I will be able to borrow the car once and awhile so that we can go to the zoo.

Depending on how much money I make I might be able to go on a vacation too. Last year in two months I made enough to cover school, I just didn't have enough to live on as well, hence the student loan. If I can work full time for 4 months, I should be able to make enough to not have to get a student loan. I do have summer courses to take this summer, so I will probably have to get a summer student loan however.

Extreme Makeover: Home Edition makes me cry every time. I'm such a baby.

A little boy in my class got a book all about bugs out of the library. One of the little girls was terrified of the book. She was hiding behind me and almost crying. We talked about how they were only pages in a book, and that they couldn't hurt her. It is okay to be scared sometimes, but to be scared of a book is kinda silly.

This is what she said to me:

"Miss English, bugs really scare me. You know why? They scare me because they have more legs than I do. Horses, dogs, cows, and cats.....they just stand on their hands."

Let's dance around the living room. We will spin and we will kick our feet up in the air.

I'll put on the Amelie soundtrack. We will smile till our cheeks hurt.

Because we have to.

We will spin with our arms open untill we get dizzy. We will close our eyes and pretend that the world is just like the music we are singing. We will jump on the furniture and dance around with the broom.

I wish I had a piano.

if I'm luck I will get two hours sleep tonight.

Then I have to go to school for six hours, come home for an hour so I can eat, and then I will head off to work for 5 hours, when I can finally get home @ 11:30 and fall asleep.

It's my own fault, but my ideas flow so much easier when I'm this tired. Maybe it is because they have to (it is due in 5 hours after all).

This is the only class I do this for. I just can't make myself do the work.
It is ironically the class I am doing best in.

This time I promise myself not to tell my classmates. They just give me funny looks and tell me how crazy I am.

Back to work