Four more weeks and then I am done. No more teacher voice and teacher stare, at least for a little while. Am I ready to use that voice forever more? nope. I'm still waiting for the moment where it makes sense to why I am doing this. But I can't be in school forever, figuring things out until all the money runs out. Just have to remember that I am young and smart and it will turn out thousands of times.

In the mean time plans are happening. Interviews, and saving money, cars and trips. The tickets to New York are booked and California will be coming around very soon. I'll have to buy a bathing suit.

I need to start going back to the gym.

Today I will write 3 lesson plans and I will clean the apartment. I will make myself a real supper even though I am home alone. I'll call my sister and have a chat. I'll relish how I somehow avoid a hangover. I'll try and figure out what I want to do with my hair. I'll prowl on facebook waiting for the pictures of the evening to surface so I can admire how beautiful all my friends are (and hate how my cheekbones are just a little bit too pronounced. I'll wait for invitations and lurk and stalk.

Last night was fun. It was nice to see people and have some eye contact for once.