Kurt is coming home!

We are going to watch movies
and eat smoked salmon
and baked brie
and go dancing?
and laugh
and laugh
and laugh

Went to the zoo yesterday with a bunch 6 year olds. I didn't take many pictures, but I did manage to take this one.

I sat in a bus with about 40 little kids, like the one below. They all are missing teeth. They look like little pirates. They sang songs on the bus. You ever sing that down by the bay song? How about for an hour and a half.



most exciting thing is that I got my new couch. See!



It is so big and so high. I feel like I'm on the big comfy couch show. You remember that right?


Oh and Jon Graduated! Go Bubba!

Went to see Carole's show last night with Kathryn. Very good.
Half way through the show, I'm not sure exactly where, I got this feeling of panic overcome me for a split second. When I realized what it was I laughed because it is as if my body doesn't know what to do when it is not stress so it makes some up.

Have you ever met someone and from the second you said hello you just clicked? I'm not talking sexually, just something about this person makes you feel so great and that you would be no where else other than talking to them. I can't really describe it, but I'm sure most people have felt it. I'm sure they have felt it more than once. Some of the time it is a one time accounter. You have an amazing day, or night where you just talk and the conversation seems so easy and so relevant. Then you never see them again. As much as this is disapointing, it is also what makes it such a great experience. Everything was perfect between two people for a moment and that can't be ruined.

When I was sitting in the audience last night I got an overwhelming fear that that will never happen to me again. That I will never feel that way ever. never.

They took back the job offer! They took it back!

Wires got crossed and someone who has more senority than me couldn't get a hold of managment before they offered it to me so they gave the job I already taken will now go to this guy.


This sucks
Sucks
Sucks

(In perspective of course this is no big deal. It still feels crappy tonight though)

Good news: I got offered a part time term for the summer, meaning I will have 30 hours garunteed each pay period. This makes it more likely that I will reach my hours all summer long, since I will only need to be called in for 45 rather than 75. I also will have a partner that I will be working with reguarly, meaning more consistency. I will also have more responsibility at work, including report writting and being part of a team. This will help me become more comfortable and it will teach me so much more about my work place.

Bad news: I will be working every single weekend this summer. That sucks. But it does mean that I will have at least two days off during the week instead. Also I will be working 3-11 so I still have my mornings. Also, I probably would have worked most weekends anyways, I would just know at the last minute.

As long as I reach my hours that is all that is important (in respect to this job anyways).

I've worked 46 hours this week which is pretty good. 12 hours days sure are long. Though it looks like I won't be able to work much this coming week due to graduations, family get togethers, parties and new couches being delivered.

not much to say. Congratulations on graduations and engagements of course. Very exciting.

Does anyone want to eat smoke salmon and avacado/mango salsa with me?

I wish I could have gone to the zoo. I wanted to feed the lions.

On the walk back home I grabed one of the blooms in my hand and held it there untill I steped in the door. I could still smell its perfume on my hand.

Somehow that comforted me for a moment.

We bought a new couch last night.
It is like the one in the picture below except it is crimson red.

I have never spent that much money on one thing, other than rent, in my entire life.